Post by Ashton Wentworth on Aug 31, 2019 18:14:08 GMT -5
“I would say I’d let Ashton take my place but I’ve put too much devotion and money into you to just go away that easy. That’s why I’ve secretly charmed the hot rod to be equipped with a parachute should this idiot casually drive us off of a cliff.” Oh he had absolutely better not have touched his car. that was one of those hot button issues, and the laughter that came off of Ashton was more than a little terse. Thankfully, the comment about his car made it easy for Ashton to focus on that aspect...and not the first half of his comment. Thinking about him and Kaydence sitting on the other side of that table, with a much smaller far more practical ring on her finger wasn’t a subject that he was willing to touch for any reason whatsoever. He couldn’t think about it. That subject was so off limits that his brain nearly instantly shut it the fuck down. No, his car was off limits and Noah absolutely had not done anything of the sort to his car or else Ashton would have noticed. “We’ve been together too long already my friend,” That still begged the same question, how long was too long. He needed to know. Ashton was rapidly developing a need to know which one of them had come first, and which one had overlapped. Had she waited in meeting him? Had there been any sort of bereavement period at all? Had everything that happened between the two of them been absolutely and totally fake? He wasn’t willing to risk such a thing...but how else was he supposed to take that comment? “I’m done with the engagement. I just want to be married and call her my wife.” Of course he was. The trophy needed to be put up on the shelf. Couldn’t have her walking around where somebody else might take that title - of course not. Ashton fought the urge to roll his eyes at that comment, he was playing a part here and he couldn't let it break. he just, had to keep telling himself that over and over again. there was no option to be had. There weren’t words to properly express how much Ashton was regretting this entire dinner idea. If it had been just he and Noah perhaps - he had mentally prepared himself for the end of that bargain, at least he was getting closer to it...but this was so many more complications than he had even begun to understand. A personal attachment to this case really was grounds to have let himself off of it, but if he stopped now, without completing his task...all of it would have been for nothing. All of the sacrifices and the living on the ‘run’. not to mention the lack of fucking money into his own pocket. Which, really led to bad consequences. Being selfish wasn’t something that Ashton cared about. He had no problems putting himself first...at least he never used to.
“Emme, don’t you have a nut allergy as well? How funny,” Why yes, she did. Good of him to pick up on that. Something casual enough that Noah was unlikely to think too much about it, but there was no doubt in his mind that Kaydence had picked up on it. He should be playing nice. He should have been. He just couldn’t. His self control only stretched so far. “I am apparently the only person in this room with no sort of allergy so I will take whatever they can’t eat. Gladly.” Ashton watched with little interest as those around him started to help themselves to the food in front of them. Ashton wasn’t entirely certain that he would have been able to eat. Taking his sweet time in unrolling his silverware and placing it around his setting. Focusing a little too hard on the little details as he waited for them to serve themselves before grabbing a couple pieces of bread. If nothing else, it would soak up some of the alcohol that he had been indulging in for the last...however many hours it was that it had been now. It had already felt like he had been trapped in this personal hell for three hours when really it couldn’t have even been thirty minutes. “Good call there mate,” At least the man was bringing fucking ashtrays. Ashton wasn’t above ashing into his water glass, but he the last time he had done that in Kaydence’s presence...she had thrown the whole thing ash and all into his face...which was a much bigger mess than most people would normally assume. It wasn’t long before the man had returned with two crystal ashtrays, one for himself and one for Noah, placed softly on the table and excused himself as Noah delved into the pocket of his dinner jacket. Unsurprised whenever that gold case made its appearance. Ashton didn’t hide the click of his tongue against the roof of his mouth in an ‘of course’ noise. Though, handing him one of his personal cigarettes was a little bit more surprising. “Rolled with love,” Inclining his head toward Noah in gratitude he started to pat down the pockets on his own chest in search of his weather worn, beaten zippo. Though, Noah apparently had solved that issue was well. Flint of gold catching the dim lighting in the room as a lighter arced through the air and into Ashton’s nimble hands. What was this? Ashton’s lip curled in distaste and looked at the thing with a headshake. “Happy early birthday Wentworth. You’ve earned it.” it was for him? This gaudy, ugly ass thing was supposed to be for him? Actual belly laughter came as he turned the thing over in his fingers. Cackling because it was such a useless, extravagant little thing. Of course he was going to use it. “Aw, you shouldn’t have.” Ashton spoke between his slowly fading laughter.
“You get a gift! You get a gift! Everybody gets a gift!” Clearly, bread was the thing that Noah needed to be happy in his life. That, or he really was a lot more of a lightweight than he presented himself as. Then again, to Ashton - just about everybody was a lightweight. Funny, that Kaydence was saying - actually nothing through this whole thing. It wasn’t like her to be quiet, and he shouldn’t care one way or another - but he did. Ashton’s gaze flicked across the table at the worst possible moment. The hand that wasn’t holding the still unlit cigarette tearing up bits of bread instead of actually eating it. Honestly, he neither knew what anything on most of that tray was, nor did he really care to put it into his mouth. Kaydence’s arm lifted - whether on purpose or by accident, running her hands down the side of her neck like that. Couldn’t have been on accident. Could feel his pulse quicken - her eyes lifting to his at the worst possible moment. She wasn’t supposed to see what was no doubt written all over his face. Drinking was a bad idea. Probably, the very only time that Ashton had actually thought that in his whole life. She really did, look really damned good in that dress. Her hand could dip just a little better - just a touch. The neckline was certainly cut low enough. Thankfully, or not, her hand stopped the moment she caught him. Ashton’s attention diverted again to the tablecloth as his hips shifted in the chair, leaning off to one side and settling, finally going about lighting that cigarette in his hand. Engaged, She was...is engaged. She is engaged. To the man in this very room. She was engaged. She had a family. She had a child with this man. They were a family. Get your shit together Ashton.
He couldn’t help it.
Ashton’s gaze lifted across the table once more - glancing at the body across from him, the one who was actively attempting to hide her face from the gaze of either one of them. What was her problem? Before his internal filter could stop it, the words were right on out of his mouth. “Something wrong with the food?” His tone was wrong - he said it like himself. Catching himself his gaze shifted seamlessly to Noah, “Pretty sure that not even you could take issue with the stars of this place’s food Eklund.” His body shifted to lean more in the direction of Eklund instead of center. Downing the rest of his glass and reaching for another to keep his head clear. Ashton wanted to ask what was going to happen tomorrow. He wanted to ask if Noah was ready for the trip - but that would be touching on that subject that this ‘Emmeline’ was not supposed to know the details about, apparently. Which - left very little topics of conversation for Ashton to pull from that wasn’t more homoerotic humor or just - work/shop talk. He couldn’t eat. Ashton for once, didn’t think that he was going to be able to stand the silence. Given that he was a traditionally monosyllabic man - this was going to complicate things. Couldn’t possibly know how complicated it already was. “Thanks,” he waved the lighter at Eklund before pocketing it, “For that, by the by - i’ll make sure to use it never.” He winked, “Unless I’m thinking about you of course. Flick it three times and you appear?”